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I feel....like im not going anywhere...
Im sitting here...in a somewhat nicely furnished apartment....with people i call friends...making hella money without ever having to go anywhere...
And accomplishing nothing.
Im not in school. I dont have a legit job.
Ever been to Insomnia?
Thats how i feel.
I am the 100+ confused 20 somethings wandering at 4am thinking maybe this week will be different from the last...maybe this 4am wont be as pathetic as the last...maybe this week ill find that drug that makes everything better...maybe when the doors open the sun wont hurt...maybe ill embrace it instead of crawling back towards the corner...
but probably not.
another week will go by
that will leave me more unsatisfied than the last
Im sitting here...in a somewhat nicely furnished apartment....with people i call friends...making hella money without ever having to go anywhere...
And accomplishing nothing.
Im not in school. I dont have a legit job.
Ever been to Insomnia?
Thats how i feel.
I am the 100+ confused 20 somethings wandering at 4am thinking maybe this week will be different from the last...maybe this 4am wont be as pathetic as the last...maybe this week ill find that drug that makes everything better...maybe when the doors open the sun wont hurt...maybe ill embrace it instead of crawling back towards the corner...
but probably not.
another week will go by
that will leave me more unsatisfied than the last