Jun 29, 2005 14:42
Drugs open so many different points of view...and make you think way to much...
Im fried for life i think
I have never in my life thought for one second that I would ever be caught up in this lifestyle...and now that I'm here...i love it.
I'm so much more open-minded....i worry less....i love before i hate...everyone and everything is beautiful...
life is rather beautiful...and its amazing how much power something so insignificant as a human being can hold over something as powerful as life...
I took the bridge at 95 last night...and i didnt even watch the road...i watched the lights of the thousands of people doing thousands of things people do that had no idea i was there...all the lights flared and sparkled back at me and just reminded me of everywhere I've been in life...Then i was off the bridge back on the highway...took a turn and went another direction...onto more lights and more people doing people things....
Every paragraph except this one has started with I....does that mean Im self absorbed....it might.
Nature is awesome...I layed in the grass in a park somewhere in Irving for a few hours...just feeling the warm grass on my back and watching the stars flare back at me...trying to imagine how many people in the world were laying down feeling the grass on their backs and watching the same stars i was...I felt so connected to everyone and everything...when you think of the world as sharing everything that we share...i dont understand anything at all.
If everyone in the world popped a tab at the same time...there would be no war...ever...I dont understand why drugs have to be "bad"!! If something clears your mind of hate enough to love your greatest enemy with a passion...how can that be bad?
Oh yeah...i have a boyfriend. His name is Richard and he likes me.
Now i have to go home.