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*sigh*...
im not getting anywhere...
I havnt written anything in....who knows how long...
I play everyday...and...nothing is coming to me at all.
Guh.
I have a problem.
I have two boys...and i dont know which one is the better choice.
So...lets see.
*Phillip*
lots of history (2ish years on and off)
knows me better than anyone
makes me laugh when i need it
wants a future with me
always affectionate
protective in a cute, not creepy, way
no matter what happens...hes always there.
we have this connection...the kind of connection where you look at each other and just smile...and its a whole conversation.
is talented at everything he does
has alot of the same goals as me
cheated on me
more than once
but its in the past
is stubborn
knows how to piss me off
is going to the national guard.
so...he will be in grand prairie
wants to move in together
get married
have kids
that kinda thing
*Beto*
is funny
sweet
affectionate
willing to spend time with me...but not suffocate me
underdstands that i dont know what i want
has goals in life
honestly likes me for me
open-minded
is lacking a bit on the common sense
but its more cute than annoying
kinda iffy on the long term-ness according to friends
we hang out with all the same people...so if we started something that didnt work...things would be awkward
no history...so its a risk..i dont really know this guy.
after writing this list...im leaning more towards phillip. Its still a hard decision though...
im not getting anywhere...
I havnt written anything in....who knows how long...
I play everyday...and...nothing is coming to me at all.
Guh.
I have a problem.
I have two boys...and i dont know which one is the better choice.
So...lets see.
*Phillip*
lots of history (2ish years on and off)
knows me better than anyone
makes me laugh when i need it
wants a future with me
always affectionate
protective in a cute, not creepy, way
no matter what happens...hes always there.
we have this connection...the kind of connection where you look at each other and just smile...and its a whole conversation.
is talented at everything he does
has alot of the same goals as me
cheated on me
more than once
but its in the past
is stubborn
knows how to piss me off
is going to the national guard.
so...he will be in grand prairie
wants to move in together
get married
have kids
that kinda thing
*Beto*
is funny
sweet
affectionate
willing to spend time with me...but not suffocate me
underdstands that i dont know what i want
has goals in life
honestly likes me for me
open-minded
is lacking a bit on the common sense
but its more cute than annoying
kinda iffy on the long term-ness according to friends
we hang out with all the same people...so if we started something that didnt work...things would be awkward
no history...so its a risk..i dont really know this guy.
after writing this list...im leaning more towards phillip. Its still a hard decision though...