screw dating
Well...before I go on to bitch about some stuff, I'm just going to say I had a really great Thanksgiving. I was of course in Memphis for it, and saw all of my family on my dad's side. Yes all my family...which is a lot... my dad has 4 sisters and one brother...and all of them have kids except one...so you can say it was a FULL house at my grandma's. And I loved every minute of it! It was great seeing my family, talking with them all, going and doing the crazy shopping day thing on Friday and of course eating a whole lot of good food. Saturday was really cool, before we took the long drive home me and the family went to Sun Studios... it is the studio that Elvis and Johnny Cash...among other famous singers did their first recordings. It was really cool...they had stuff on loan from Graceland of course but you got to go into the original studio and be where all those great artists were back in the 50s. It was really cool...wanna see or find out more about it, here's the website... www.sunstudio.com/ I definately suggest that if you're goin down south for any reason that you stop and see this place, its awesome...and Memphis is just a great town.
Okie dokie...and now to me bitching about of course what else?? my love life...or lack there of. I don't know what to do about the whole Cory thing....we still hang out, enjoy each other's company but again I have no idea how he stands on anything...so as far as I know we are just friends now. Which of course I'm fine with cuz he is a good friend but of course I would like it to be more...but I have a feeling I'm hopeless with that. So all that I will always be confused with...but I don't let it get me too down cuz I would still like to see if I can meet and date new people. And here is why dating sucks or whatever...it seems like everytime I do like a guy, actually talk with him or get to know him...well he ends up liking another person and then I'm just the friend once again... or one of the guys. I hate it!!! I understand that not everyone is going to like me or find me attractive but why does it always seem like whenever I have interest in someone it never works out??? WHY????? And if this all makes no sense then oh well...it does to me but whatever. I just don't understand how it always seems to happen to me....I dont think I ever will understand it. but whatever...if anyone has advice please help me...
til next time...
Okie dokie...and now to me bitching about of course what else?? my love life...or lack there of. I don't know what to do about the whole Cory thing....we still hang out, enjoy each other's company but again I have no idea how he stands on anything...so as far as I know we are just friends now. Which of course I'm fine with cuz he is a good friend but of course I would like it to be more...but I have a feeling I'm hopeless with that. So all that I will always be confused with...but I don't let it get me too down cuz I would still like to see if I can meet and date new people. And here is why dating sucks or whatever...it seems like everytime I do like a guy, actually talk with him or get to know him...well he ends up liking another person and then I'm just the friend once again... or one of the guys. I hate it!!! I understand that not everyone is going to like me or find me attractive but why does it always seem like whenever I have interest in someone it never works out??? WHY????? And if this all makes no sense then oh well...it does to me but whatever. I just don't understand how it always seems to happen to me....I dont think I ever will understand it. but whatever...if anyone has advice please help me...
til next time...