long week...confusing as always
Well a lot has happened this weekend...ok well not too much but whatever. Well of course I was working a lot and dealing with school. Always a crazy thing to balance but somehow I'm doing it, even though it seems like I have no life. My mom called me this week to tell me she blew out her knee. She was teaching her work out step class and blew it. She first stepped up and felt like her ankle felt funny and of course thought nothing of it and stepped up again and thats when her knee went out. She went to the doctor on Wednesday and got a MRI done, tore her ACL and somethin else. And I guess from what it looks like I guess its not good. She's on crutches right now, hobbling around the house. She's going to see a specialist doctor in Milwaukee this coming up Thursday...I'm just really worried that she'll have to have surgery and then the whole recovery time is just going to be crazy and its going to change a lot of things coming up in the next couple months. So with my mom not being able to move around a lot means a whole lot of craziness at the house. I was home this weekend to help around the house. And with my mom not being able to do anything, this means she's driving everyone else nuts. First time I walk into the house my dad automatically says mom is driving him nuts. So of course she got on my nerves for awhile. I do feel bad for her to a point I mean, I dont what my mom in pain but she wants EVERYONE to feel sorry for her and give her tons of sympathy and its driving me nuts. No one felt bad for me when I hurt my foot really bad, I didn't go to the doctor, no way to help me walk around, I helped myself to get stuff I needed, I didn't have anyone do anything for me, no sympathy what so ever. So yeah...thats one thing driving me nuts and has got me worried. Another thing...my uncle is really sick...has cancer and I guess things aren't going so good, I haven't seen him at all since this all happened and I really would like to see him before anything else worse happens. He is the sweetest man, very caring and just the best to me and my brother and I don't want to lose someone like that in my life. It really scares me, and the really sad thing is he doesn't want anyone to see him. So who knows if I'll actually get to see him.
So my weekend wasn't too much better. Worrying about everything kinda got to me a lot. And ruined some things as well. I just want to apologize to my friend Kevin. I told him that I would come see him at work on Friday night, it was his birthday and I never made it there. I am really sorry, I truly am. Just hope that you did have a great birthday. Saturday night I hung out with Cory. Just watched a movie, hung out, got some ice cream. It was fun, good to hang out. So to some of you who know me well then you know why I'm confused...its always like that with that certain someone. Today I didn't do much at all...basically did homework all day and I still didn't get it all done. So this week is just going to be crazy cuz I have to work and get all my school stuff done.
We'll see how crazy it gets....
til next time...
So my weekend wasn't too much better. Worrying about everything kinda got to me a lot. And ruined some things as well. I just want to apologize to my friend Kevin. I told him that I would come see him at work on Friday night, it was his birthday and I never made it there. I am really sorry, I truly am. Just hope that you did have a great birthday. Saturday night I hung out with Cory. Just watched a movie, hung out, got some ice cream. It was fun, good to hang out. So to some of you who know me well then you know why I'm confused...its always like that with that certain someone. Today I didn't do much at all...basically did homework all day and I still didn't get it all done. So this week is just going to be crazy cuz I have to work and get all my school stuff done.
We'll see how crazy it gets....
til next time...