A book every girl should read....
Since Valentine's Day is tomorrow I thought I would put a wonderful post up about the one book every girl needs to read...since we all know that guys can be assholes, and that we make excuses for what they do...this book will totally change your mind and you will not be making up anymore excuses for them. Its called "He's Just Not That Into You ... The No-Excuse Truth to Understanding Guys" by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo. I'm sure some of you girls may have heard this "he's just not that into you" concept from the show Sex and the City...the two people are a writer and consultant from the show. Girls go get it and read it!! This book just discusses every topic you could think of and deals with every situation etc... its awesome! And sadly after you read this you wil not believe how true it all is. And now I'm starting to think that I made up excuses for Cory this last time. Who knows, still I don't understand what happened when we just recently broke up...again. I don't want to come to terms with thinking that Cory really isnt that into me...because most of you know that we have a very long history together and have gone through so much together...I just don't see how someone can just up and forget about all that and never have some kind of emotions or feelings for that person or whatever. I guess I just dont accept his breakup ya know? I mean, I don't know, loving him and being with him, knowing his family and friends and every inch of their body, seeing them naked, and never having felt this way before and feeling like your whole life has changed for the better when being with this person and compiling hours and days and weeks, years for me and Cory, of happy memories and thinking I'll spend the rest of my life with him and then finding out that in fact he doesn't even want to see me... A huge blow to my heart. So is it wrong of me to wait around looking for a glimmer, a ray, a sign of hope from him that perhaps he has second thoughts about what happened? That perhaps he's come to his senses and realized that I might be the best thing that ever happened to him, that no one will ever be as good to him as me, that no one will understand him like I do and connect with him like I think I do? Is it wrong of me to want to talk to him, to see him? Is it wrong to be mature about a breakup, in good manners where you still talk to that person and remain friendly? And would it be so wrong if from that friendly behavior that he comes to his senses and wants to get back together? I really don't think its wrong to think these things....sorry everyone has to read this, I'm just still really down about the whole thing. And this is just one way I vent. And I just can't wait for Valentine's Day to be over so I don't have to see all the heart crap and whatever everywhere I go. But really I can't complain because I have great friends and family. My mom got me some flowers, a stuffed animal lion thats soo cute (he's the one that purrs from hallmark) and a shirt. And my friend Fred was a sweetheart and sent me roses that I got today. Thanks again Fred, they really made my day. I know I have people that love me and care about me...but there's just something when you know that specific someone is there for you and loves you. And right now I don't have that and it just kills me. And if you're reading this Cory, which I highly doubt but...I just want you to know that I miss you.