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i hope this is not as good as it gets. i hear people say "college is the best time of your life." yea well, go fuck yourself. its not the best time of my life. as a matter of fact, it sucks. yes, i love not living with my parents. i love being able to get drunk or high whenever i want to. i love being able to do whatever i want. but maybe i do need someone in my life to motivate me. because all i feel is apathy. i hate who i've become. this pathetic, lazy, depressed, obsessive person is not me.
ps/ i also hate that the only time i make entries in this horrible journal thing is when i feel exactly like this.
ps/ i also hate that the only time i make entries in this horrible journal thing is when i feel exactly like this.