my world feels dead.

[nocturniandeath]

I cant really express it enough. I am angry and I want to run around and reak havoc on the world because my world was torn up. Most people have the person they love to go home with and to lean on and to be there. And mine is gone...Matthew is gone. To all who has been there for me...you all have done so much..and I greatly appreciate it..and this

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[rabbidpanda]

Hey man, I have boxes for you... and I will totally help you clean... I'm kinda a nut and like to clean... although I'm sure it will be different since it's Matthew... but I will help you with whatever you want... My Operations manager keeps asking me if I need more boxes... I have pretty much told a lot of people at work what went down and almost cried in front of the ops. manager when I told him, so as many boxes as you need, I will get... I will offer storage space as well if you need it... I'm here, whatever you need... I would say anytime you need, but I'm not sure if I can make that promise since I have to work... but they're pretty understanding there, so maybe if you need me during work I could work something out...
I really wish I could fix this whole thing... and I know everyone's been saying that to you... but I really wish I could... that's what I do... fix things... and at this point, I think I'm more upset that my friends are hurt... which sounds kinda terrible... but I know I can't bring him back, so I might as well focus my energies on something else... like my friends... being hurt...
And this sounds kinda retarded too, but I don't want to call you and bother you... so if I don't call you, then you call me, ok? Seriously...
I'm trying to figure out something special for you and Kit... I have an idea or two... but I'll have to see...
So you let me know... whenever you're ready...
I love you...