Mar 14, 2007 00:30
i am still in denial
that you are not here
i expect you just just come home
to open the door and i say hello
and you put on your house pants..and relax
i think your at the store..
i think your behind me
i think your gonna come up to me and kiss me
and say 'baby, lets go to bed' after i have slept on the couch for a few hours.
i thought you would always be here
i cant express how much i love you
i have to see you tomorrow.
i am not ready
you will be there..lifeless...
not the way your supposed to be
i feel like i am lost in the dark
i dont know if i will ever find you
my insides tremble
and my soul is screaming
in an angoy i cannot explain.