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Isis is sitting on my lap. She gets really happy sometimes!!..then sometimes she snaps..and tries to kill her tail. She is a weird kitty.
I have been angry lately...
sometimes i just wanna just put the smack down.
my parents...
they never really make it easier on me...unless i am doing everything they approve of. i am just tryin to live my life..and be happy for once...
and they wanna just shit all over it. i can t have a conversation with my mom without my dad making it worse...flipping out..then she does the same thing..
they flip out because i think its fantastic that my cousin jack got his nose pierced...they are paranoid that i am gonna do it because i think it rules..they act like i dont know anyone with one..or soemthing... either way..my mom was like 'i was gonna send you money but now i am afraid your gonna waste it on a nose ring' even though i never said i was gonna get one in the first place...then she says ..if i do ...she wont speak to me ever again...welli know that is bullshit. so that doesnt worry me..its just the mere fact they jump to conclusions and wallow in paranoia for no fucking reason.my mom says to me..'its bad enough you shave your eyebrows off..whats next' yeah i am so bad and ugly because i choose to look a certain way.
i also hate how they tell me i should live my life...i dont try to please anyone..and i dont ask them what they think about it..but they never cease to tell me that everything will fail me etc. instead of being happy i am happy..they wanna jump to conclusions...and just shit all over it..and tell me i am wrong. and judge someone before they even meet them. like what does it matter that the person i am with has dyed hair????? my mom was like 'is it natural black or is it dyedd?? like that is a bad thing??everyones hair is fucking dyed... then after telling me i could bring a friend to thanksgiving with me if i wanted...when i told her i had a boyfriend...she told me i couldnt bring him because they are not ready for that yet. i t just sucks..i am a grown damn woman..and they talk to me like i am 5 yrs old. all i want is for them to understand that..and to be rational..and adult..and understand there is a world full of different people...and I AM NOT bringing home some conservative ass racist christian good ol boy...because in their world..thats the only kinda guy there is, it seems. they cant handle individuality..or eccentrics...or anything...because 'they are all idiots'... in their world. they dont appreciate anything out of the ordinary. they asked me if matthew had a job..and i told them yes..and he works at papa johns...and my dad just laughed...like it wasnt good enough..like he is a piece of shit because he delivers pizza..well at least he fucking works..right???? but no ..its not good enough. i mean i wash dogs at 8 dollars an hour...it aint the best...but am i a piece of shit because i dont make a 20-30k a year???no..because i know that most people can't handle my job..and i am glad to know that i am tough and find it easy to do my job....i am so sick of this bullshit...my parents are fucking stuck in a pitiful, pathetic time warp. i cant believe I was spawned from them.
fuck this..
also:
fuck people who just keep popping out babies. and refuse to adopt
fuck rich people. and choke on your silver spoons. i hope your purebred AKC registered Yorkie shits all over your face.
I have been angry lately...
sometimes i just wanna just put the smack down.
my parents...
they never really make it easier on me...unless i am doing everything they approve of. i am just tryin to live my life..and be happy for once...
and they wanna just shit all over it. i can t have a conversation with my mom without my dad making it worse...flipping out..then she does the same thing..
they flip out because i think its fantastic that my cousin jack got his nose pierced...they are paranoid that i am gonna do it because i think it rules..they act like i dont know anyone with one..or soemthing... either way..my mom was like 'i was gonna send you money but now i am afraid your gonna waste it on a nose ring' even though i never said i was gonna get one in the first place...then she says ..if i do ...she wont speak to me ever again...welli know that is bullshit. so that doesnt worry me..its just the mere fact they jump to conclusions and wallow in paranoia for no fucking reason.my mom says to me..'its bad enough you shave your eyebrows off..whats next' yeah i am so bad and ugly because i choose to look a certain way.
i also hate how they tell me i should live my life...i dont try to please anyone..and i dont ask them what they think about it..but they never cease to tell me that everything will fail me etc. instead of being happy i am happy..they wanna jump to conclusions...and just shit all over it..and tell me i am wrong. and judge someone before they even meet them. like what does it matter that the person i am with has dyed hair????? my mom was like 'is it natural black or is it dyedd?? like that is a bad thing??everyones hair is fucking dyed... then after telling me i could bring a friend to thanksgiving with me if i wanted...when i told her i had a boyfriend...she told me i couldnt bring him because they are not ready for that yet. i t just sucks..i am a grown damn woman..and they talk to me like i am 5 yrs old. all i want is for them to understand that..and to be rational..and adult..and understand there is a world full of different people...and I AM NOT bringing home some conservative ass racist christian good ol boy...because in their world..thats the only kinda guy there is, it seems. they cant handle individuality..or eccentrics...or anything...because 'they are all idiots'... in their world. they dont appreciate anything out of the ordinary. they asked me if matthew had a job..and i told them yes..and he works at papa johns...and my dad just laughed...like it wasnt good enough..like he is a piece of shit because he delivers pizza..well at least he fucking works..right???? but no ..its not good enough. i mean i wash dogs at 8 dollars an hour...it aint the best...but am i a piece of shit because i dont make a 20-30k a year???no..because i know that most people can't handle my job..and i am glad to know that i am tough and find it easy to do my job....i am so sick of this bullshit...my parents are fucking stuck in a pitiful, pathetic time warp. i cant believe I was spawned from them.
fuck this..
also:
fuck people who just keep popping out babies. and refuse to adopt
fuck rich people. and choke on your silver spoons. i hope your purebred AKC registered Yorkie shits all over your face.