Pains of Leaving
So yeah, sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I could say that school distracted me or I had things to do, but I'd be lying. Just lately, getting onto LJ and seeing what's going on with everyone kinda depresses me. Not in a bad way so much but that I miss you guys and realize more and more how, not only do I wish I was there to wonder at Dilly's new man, and laugh at Cas's blondeness, but also things I should have fixed before I left. I feel like I ran from alot of my problems, just ignoring them and putting them off until I left, and now they're harder to fix and bother me even more. One thing has been at the back of my mind for the last few years and lately it's been at the front. I think that even hundreds of miles away I just can't keep running from it. I've been thinking about confronting it, maybe that'll make it go away, keep it from bothering me as much... Just... I don't want things to end up worse for finally dealing with something I shouldve taken care of along time ago. Maybe it's stupid, but it's important to me. Most of you probably know what I'm talking about despite my vagueness. I already know what pace thinks, any feedback from the rest of you? Sorry my firts post in awhile isn't more uplifting.