Jan 22, 2011 18:56
Argh, why, why why does it always end up like this? Did I just miss the exit to win and go around the fucking fail block again? -_- I'm really just..wow.
So yeah, things were supposed to be better this month because Alaric was supposed to have work and we weren't supposed to have to worry about not being able to afford the rent again some more and the bills were gonna get paid.
What happened instead? NO work, trying to live off Krissi's income and the much smaller(less then halved) new unemployment checks. Internet got disconnected(fixed, but there goes paying the rent) they are threatening to turn off the gas next(gonna be fixed but again..further away goes the goal of paying the rent) and I just don't know what to do anymore.
It's a good thing I didn't spend all my Christmas money, it went to pay the fucking internet bill. My selling doll things will again be going on us hopefully having a fucking place to live.
You can also bet that we will not be likely to move this March..and oh joy we might be getting new neighbors and they have at least one kid..
I'm going to go shoot myself in the head now..don't mind me.
blah,
ugh,
argh,
why