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Dreams on Family:
Dreams has grown to care less about the Family during her time apart from them. To her, they are just getting in the way of what she's trying to accomplish. Yes, she does still care about them in her own way, but not as much as she once used to. Though, the only reason why she still cares is because they're Family - they share a bond unlike anyone and she can still feel the pain of when one of them dies. However, she doesn't regret not coming back when she made Road her host, only choosing to remain distanced from them in order to find Neah. To her, Neah would always rank above the people she once loved more than anything.
Regardless of whether the Family declared her as a Traitor or not, Dreams doesn't care. She left of her own free will since she can't stand the sight of Neah and the Earl fighting each other, only to end up in the same footsteps of the first traitor. Now? She won't hesitate to fight against the other Noah if it helped her bring Neah out again in order to kill him. Allen isn't important to her; he's just an unfortunate pawn that became Neah's new host and was dragged into this war.
Even after recent events, her feelings hadn't changed - but it did a little in the DR. The only person out of the entire Family Dreams can tolerate is Tyki, and Tyki alone. That means no Joyd - or any of the other Memory that can be inhabiting the Portuguese man. To her, the other Memory are just annoying. They were weak for being killed by Neah while she and the Earl were the only ones who managed to survive. As it is, Dreams has no positive feelings at all toward the Memory. But that doesn't mean she won't be civil around them though if she's ever around them. She knows her place in the Family, in spite of the fact that she's been separated from them so long.
Her feelings carried over to the Dressing Room, and while she allows Road to be in control most of the time, Dreams would show her uneasiness whenever they're close to a Noah - especially around Joyd. She stays clear from the South wing, knowing that she doesn't belong with him anymore. Not with things the way they are now. And a part of her - albeit a small part - wishes that everything would go back to the way they were before Neah betrayed them. That small part of her wants to be the spoiled girl who got whatever she wanted from the Family, treasuring them more than anything in the world. But it's simply too late now.
Nothing can change the past now, and Dreams going to make sure that the Family doesn't get in the way of her goal - including the Earl.