rant
Yeah I'm gonna go on a little rant here.
Lately I miss high school so much, just the times and feelings I had. I keep finding old pictures from just hanging out, old shows, parties etc and it makes me sad. I honestly hate responsibility and I hate that now everything really "counts" so to speak. I loved how when I was in high school, college and all that was something that occured in my thoughts but it was never going to come. I had all the time in the world. I miss that feeling.
I miss senior year the most, that was the year when most happened to me. A lot of firsts. I remember the first time I skipped school with Anthony and Jimmy, and even though I got in trouble it had to be one of the most exciting days ever. We were having a party at Anthony's house that night, and we got dropped off at school and immediatly left in Anthony's car. We went to his house and made bagel bites and smoked cigarettes out on his porch. That is half the reason why I started smoking cigarettes, I just loved that calmness that sets over you. Just me, Anthony and Jimmy and everything was alright. I miss that. We then went to the mall and there was absolutely no one there and I bought a beanie. We just waited around until school was over and went to pick up Matt. Everyone was so excited for the party. This was probably the only party I've ever been to where something bad didn't happen. It was just a good time of getting drunk, having fun and then passing out on Anthony's couch and waking up and hanging out the next day.
I miss hanging out in the Market Basket parking lot. I miss a lot of things that I will probably never experience again.
Lately I miss high school so much, just the times and feelings I had. I keep finding old pictures from just hanging out, old shows, parties etc and it makes me sad. I honestly hate responsibility and I hate that now everything really "counts" so to speak. I loved how when I was in high school, college and all that was something that occured in my thoughts but it was never going to come. I had all the time in the world. I miss that feeling.
I miss senior year the most, that was the year when most happened to me. A lot of firsts. I remember the first time I skipped school with Anthony and Jimmy, and even though I got in trouble it had to be one of the most exciting days ever. We were having a party at Anthony's house that night, and we got dropped off at school and immediatly left in Anthony's car. We went to his house and made bagel bites and smoked cigarettes out on his porch. That is half the reason why I started smoking cigarettes, I just loved that calmness that sets over you. Just me, Anthony and Jimmy and everything was alright. I miss that. We then went to the mall and there was absolutely no one there and I bought a beanie. We just waited around until school was over and went to pick up Matt. Everyone was so excited for the party. This was probably the only party I've ever been to where something bad didn't happen. It was just a good time of getting drunk, having fun and then passing out on Anthony's couch and waking up and hanging out the next day.
I miss hanging out in the Market Basket parking lot. I miss a lot of things that I will probably never experience again.