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Sgt dickerson is going to call me back tomorrow and I don't know what to tell him yet. I told my mom and everybody, and I thought it over and I think it may be a good idea. But I don't want to pass up my life here.
But then again, that is a stupid reason, this place fucking sucks. But I'm going to miss having good times with my friends and seeing Stacey for basically 2 years. I mean...when you think about it, 2 years isn't even really that long, and I would get 30 days a year to come and visit. I just....don't want to fuck things up.
So my mind isn't made up yet, but It's still definately a consideration. Besides, getting a job is such a fucking pain in the ass, and mostly any job I can get around here is shitty as hell.
I guess what I want is...it would be amazing if Stacey would wait for me while I was in there, and not to look at it as a bad thing. Because it's really not. We can work things out.
sigh...i hate this god damn world.
But then again, that is a stupid reason, this place fucking sucks. But I'm going to miss having good times with my friends and seeing Stacey for basically 2 years. I mean...when you think about it, 2 years isn't even really that long, and I would get 30 days a year to come and visit. I just....don't want to fuck things up.
So my mind isn't made up yet, but It's still definately a consideration. Besides, getting a job is such a fucking pain in the ass, and mostly any job I can get around here is shitty as hell.
I guess what I want is...it would be amazing if Stacey would wait for me while I was in there, and not to look at it as a bad thing. Because it's really not. We can work things out.
sigh...i hate this god damn world.