too much

[nocturnalstars]

so i have this feeling your never going away
no matter how much
or how hard i push
your still there
why?
because you care?
please dont make me laugh
the only person you have ever cared for in the years i have known you
is yourself.
Maybe i was asking too much from you?
i cant find it in me to say i love you
but your more then willing to say it to me
stop making a mockery of love.
you dont know how to love someone.
my heart is giving up soon, b/c i have no more faith in you or anyone else at this point.
i have never felt this empty and cold in my life,when everything around me couldnt be better.
i only have memories of regret at this point, hold them close to you and cheris the time you have with someone. dont take it for granted like you did. love them like you wished someone loved you.
I hope you know everything you have is based on lies and deciet.
I'm glad you can look at yourself in the mirror and feel no remorse.
Not many people can accomplish something so horrible.

none of this will matter because you will assume i will be over it in no time.
your wrong. i'm already over it. it died. so i dont know why you keep trying to make me relive the painful memories i once forgot.