Dec 04, 2004 10:16
So today is Saturday, you know what that means, right? Tomorrow is Sunday! What does that mean? That I would not be posting anything tomorrow...as if you cared...=P So today, I'm going to take this time to just write/type whatever is on my mind.
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One of the things that I would like to do in this life of mine is this: Sky dive (is that what's it called?). Oh sure, I might freak out just by still being on the ground (oh I'm such a coward!) but I still want to do it! I can already imagine myself being up in the plane and getting freaked out. But I'm pretty sure I'm going to get that little feeling that will 'say' "Go for it, just go!" and chances are very high that I will. You might perhaps know that feeling that only stays with you for at least five to ten seconds, the one where you don't care what would happen. Ah yes, that's the feeling I'm talking about. So in the end, I'll do what I wanted to do. But why sky diving though? Because I just want to feel what it feels like falling.... oi... that's weird ain't it? I might as well jump out a ten story building, but... sky diving gives you preparedness darn it!
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You know what, I feel like sharing a memory. Wow.. she actually has memories?!?! Haha... wait a minute, I already shared one with the 'net about the twenty dollar bill. Oh well, I might as well let another memory be spilled in this internet kind of world.
Between the ages of ten to twelve years old, I always competed with my friends to do the best. Have any of you out there done that? Oh, I'm sure I'm not the only one. Anyway, there was this friend who's name I can clearly remember: Deliqua, which is pronounced as Deli-ka. Well, we had this little competition. Here were the following things we were competitive about: kickball, dodgeball, trying to become that perfect teacher's pet (really, its true), making new friends, winning over those others friends from the other person, basically, we were both very childish. Half of the time, I would win and half would she. I usually won whenever there was something that actually made me work, as in kickball and dodgeball, strangely enough I'm no athletic now, but anyways she won the part where it required for one to be all-too-sweet. I tried being the all-too-sweet friend but it just wouldn't fit me. But even if this "little" competitions happened, we still were friends.
I guess that's how it started where I needed to prove my worth by being the best. Come to think about it, that is pretty sad... Actually, it ain't because this world calls for the best, right? Yes, of course it does. Haha! No more humble Aileen XD
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I'm once again rereading a book. It's called She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb. If you really want to get into the perspective of someone, then Dolores (the main character), would certainly interest you. In a way, I can really connect with her, something that I've never done with a character before. I'm not sure whether that's bad or good, when it comes to this character. Hm. Nah, I could go and tell you why but then that'll take too much space.
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I want to go see a movie. But there's none that interests me. Bah, humbug. I don't know why, but I love that word Humbug. Not its definition, but how it sounds. Yes, once again I'm proving how weird I am but you all knew that anyway XD
Well this post has certainly be random, then again you all know how random I can be.... Well (I'm saying that word a bit too much, aren't I?), you all knew being random is fun. Yes, Random Is Fun......
But before I go, I want to ask if anyone out there has seen any of the two Ewoks movie? The one of those little cute cuddly bears that are shown in the Star wars movie. As to what exact movie, I'm not sure but I think it's the second one from the first. Why am I asking? Because I miss those bears!