booze, oh my god, booze, let's get some booze.
I have never felt love so intense as I have these last couple of days. My love for Zach has exceeded the amount of love I thought was even possible to feel. I cried twice yesterday while we were having "intimate" times because I was so overwhelmed with the beauty of his presence. He whispered a simple phrase: "I love the living daylights out of you, girl," and I could feel a shiver rising from from the bottom of my abdomen to my head and I started sobbing. To feel his skin and look into his eyes, and taste his warm breath is simply amazing, and nothing I thought I would ever have the chance to feel so intensly. I didn't know love could go this deep, I had dreamt of it, but I didn't think it was possible. We haven't even had sex yet!
Anyways, that was way personal shit so yeah...but I have never loved anyone so much.
I am in Tacoma now, as you probably have guessed. Zach and I were going to go camping tonight, but it got too late, so we're going to camp in the backyard. We are just veggin' around for now. He got me new climbing shoes for Christmas. His parents also bought me an enlarged and signed photograph of the famous Afgani women from National Geographic. It is also framed, it is one of the nicest gifts I have ever received. I am so compelled by that photograph, as are many others because it is National Geo's most famous photograph, and it is SIGNED, wtf? I bet it wasn't cheap. But it is definately a picture I will hang on my wall probably 'till the day I die. Zach's dad also got me a really beautiful knitted purse and a flashlight. It's so cute! What's with dads buying me cute things this year? My dad bought me some cute earrings from the Lilac Lizzard back home.
I miss my family already. Yesterday was my first time flying by myself. I loved it! I love to do things by myself, and listen to music at the same time.
I'm sorry for those of you I didn't get a chance to see over break, I was there for a little under two weeks as it was. I will be home for Summer, but also for a short while, Tacoma/Seattle will probably be my permanent home thereafter...but I don't know how long I can go without Montana, you know?
I'm really nervouse about the next few weeks though, but so excited.
Zach's parents just bought us like, LOTS of booze for tomorrow night...including Fat Tire Ale. wootest woot.
Anyways, that was way personal shit so yeah...but I have never loved anyone so much.
I am in Tacoma now, as you probably have guessed. Zach and I were going to go camping tonight, but it got too late, so we're going to camp in the backyard. We are just veggin' around for now. He got me new climbing shoes for Christmas. His parents also bought me an enlarged and signed photograph of the famous Afgani women from National Geographic. It is also framed, it is one of the nicest gifts I have ever received. I am so compelled by that photograph, as are many others because it is National Geo's most famous photograph, and it is SIGNED, wtf? I bet it wasn't cheap. But it is definately a picture I will hang on my wall probably 'till the day I die. Zach's dad also got me a really beautiful knitted purse and a flashlight. It's so cute! What's with dads buying me cute things this year? My dad bought me some cute earrings from the Lilac Lizzard back home.
I miss my family already. Yesterday was my first time flying by myself. I loved it! I love to do things by myself, and listen to music at the same time.
I'm sorry for those of you I didn't get a chance to see over break, I was there for a little under two weeks as it was. I will be home for Summer, but also for a short while, Tacoma/Seattle will probably be my permanent home thereafter...but I don't know how long I can go without Montana, you know?
I'm really nervouse about the next few weeks though, but so excited.
Zach's parents just bought us like, LOTS of booze for tomorrow night...including Fat Tire Ale. wootest woot.