I was in the library and couldn't waste much more time on the computer, so sorry for that really gay comment. ^^
Anyway, I'm glad you're back on lj. I sort of myspace stalked you once (and by that, I mean I once sent you a message, just to see how you were doing, nothing too ~*creepy*~) because I was really worried. :/ You'd been through so much and even mentioned suicide, and when you stopped updating and deleted your journal for a time, it was quite worrisome.
It's sad that you and Jeff broke up (like you need someone from the interwebz to tell you that...) but I also think it's really great that you've figured out what you want, and even made a mental plan on how to go about it. You still are that creative, inspired person you were. It's just that some things happened in your life and some choices were made that put that aspect of your life in the backseat. I don't think that part of you can ever really die. You are a smart, resourceful, beautiful person and you always manage to make things work out for you. I know you'll get there again soon.
whoa, i didn't even realize anyone would be worried. these comments have warmed my little heart. i don't recall any myspace messages from you, but i always get like 834758934 messages from random idiots so i probably just accidentally overlooked it. and i rarely check myspace. so i'm sorry.
i had to delete my journal for a second because my ex-friend kim said her boyfriend found my journal and was reading about all the bad stuff we did, like our mushroom adventures that she never told him about, blah blah blah. just some lame drama. i didn't think anyone would ever notice it was deleted, let alone comment or still have me on their list after this long. i feel all gushy and warm and stuff. i hope you are right and that i still have some inspiration left in my fried little brain. i'm getting back into lj, posting art, poems, and talking to tons of internet peeps again because you guys are the shit. thank you for being so sweet.
Anyway, I'm glad you're back on lj. I sort of myspace stalked you once (and by that, I mean I once sent you a message, just to see how you were doing, nothing too ~*creepy*~) because I was really worried. :/ You'd been through so much and even mentioned suicide, and when you stopped updating and deleted your journal for a time, it was quite worrisome.
It's sad that you and Jeff broke up (like you need someone from the interwebz to tell you that...) but I also think it's really great that you've figured out what you want, and even made a mental plan on how to go about it. You still are that creative, inspired person you were. It's just that some things happened in your life and some choices were made that put that aspect of your life in the backseat. I don't think that part of you can ever really die. You are a smart, resourceful, beautiful person and you always manage to make things work out for you. I know you'll get there again soon.
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i had to delete my journal for a second because my ex-friend kim said her boyfriend found my journal and was reading about all the bad stuff we did, like our mushroom adventures that she never told him about, blah blah blah. just some lame drama. i didn't think anyone would ever notice it was deleted, let alone comment or still have me on their list after this long. i feel all gushy and warm and stuff. i hope you are right and that i still have some inspiration left in my fried little brain. i'm getting back into lj, posting art, poems, and talking to tons of internet peeps again because you guys are the shit. thank you for being so sweet.
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