My dad used to scream at me for much the same sort of petty rediculous bullshit as the shampoo bottle, so I can completely understand how that can fuck with you while growing up. It sure as hell fucked with me.
Just because they are idiots, however, does not mean that you can't go beyond that.
If some broke ass kid in the ghetto can ignore his mom beating him and grow up to go to harvard- you can choose to straighten out you life.
And no, I'm not trying to put pressure on you or say you're not doing enough- you are. For a while you're probably going to need time to just find happiness again and straighten out the imediate problems your parents created for you.
Just take it a day at a time, things will work out.
If your depression continues you need to see a doctor. I know you've done so in the past and it may not have really helped but you probably didn't see anyone who specialized in what you needed.
I wound up going to a variety of mental health specialists, personaly, and after a year of therapy(I shit you not) and medication(likely for the rest of my life, but you probably don;t have the same issue I do) I'm a lot better off.
Just because they are idiots, however, does not mean that you can't go beyond that.
If some broke ass kid in the ghetto can ignore his mom beating him and grow up to go to harvard- you can choose to straighten out you life.
And no, I'm not trying to put pressure on you or say you're not doing enough- you are. For a while you're probably going to need time to just find happiness again and straighten out the imediate problems your parents created for you.
Just take it a day at a time, things will work out.
If your depression continues you need to see a doctor. I know you've done so in the past and it may not have really helped but you probably didn't see anyone who specialized in what you needed.
I wound up going to a variety of mental health specialists, personaly, and after a year of therapy(I shit you not) and medication(likely for the rest of my life, but you probably don;t have the same issue I do) I'm a lot better off.
I'm really glad Adam's mom is so nice :)
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