do you ever feel like you want to vent on your journal and bitch about everything in your life that's fucked up, but there's so much fucked up shit that you don't even know where to start
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that's fucking insane... i got online about 5 minutes ago and wondered if anyone had commented on my post yet, and you crossed my mind.. i was like "man, what ever happened to jaxie and all my old school internet friends?" and then you were the only one who commented. i'm glad to hear from you. :)
you have really good insight on who is a douchebag and who's not. for example, kim and my mom: douchebags. i didnt realize it but my mom always was a piece of shit, for example cheating on my dad with 2 guys in 6 months while their divorce was still in the process, letting her hillbilly boyfriend grow pot in our house and deal it to people (not like i had a problem with that.. he got me some good weed), just being a fucked up skank and yelling at me when her perverted boyfriend stared at my ass. she got fucking wasted on my birthday and freaked out on everyone and then got in her car and drove. she acts like a fucking retarded 18 year old. she is psychotic and a chronic liar. there's so much shit that i haven't even talked about in my journal, but it would blow you away even more.
i got back with jeff admist all of this bullshit with my mom but i never got a chance to mention it on my journal. after dan, i didn't trust guys at all... so i didn't fully believe that jeff loved me. i should have just let him prove it instead of blowing him off. i was pessimistic though. but throughout all of this shit, jeff has been the most supportive and amazing boyfriend ever. from driving 4 hours every weekend, to taking me out and spoiling me and cheering me up, to calling me 3 times a day just to talk and see how i'm doing, to even helping me with my bills... jeff is the bomb.
anyway LONG COMMENT... ok.. one last thing: how are you and ed doing? WHAT HAVE YOU EVEN BEEN UP TO? i'm off to investigate your journal.
you have really good insight on who is a douchebag and who's not. for example, kim and my mom: douchebags. i didnt realize it but my mom always was a piece of shit, for example cheating on my dad with 2 guys in 6 months while their divorce was still in the process, letting her hillbilly boyfriend grow pot in our house and deal it to people (not like i had a problem with that.. he got me some good weed), just being a fucked up skank and yelling at me when her perverted boyfriend stared at my ass. she got fucking wasted on my birthday and freaked out on everyone and then got in her car and drove. she acts like a fucking retarded 18 year old. she is psychotic and a chronic liar. there's so much shit that i haven't even talked about in my journal, but it would blow you away even more.
i got back with jeff admist all of this bullshit with my mom but i never got a chance to mention it on my journal. after dan, i didn't trust guys at all... so i didn't fully believe that jeff loved me. i should have just let him prove it instead of blowing him off. i was pessimistic though. but throughout all of this shit, jeff has been the most supportive and amazing boyfriend ever. from driving 4 hours every weekend, to taking me out and spoiling me and cheering me up, to calling me 3 times a day just to talk and see how i'm doing, to even helping me with my bills... jeff is the bomb.
anyway LONG COMMENT... ok.. one last thing: how are you and ed doing? WHAT HAVE YOU EVEN BEEN UP TO? i'm off to investigate your journal.
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