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I've come to a realization that while i serve a good purpose in life, i feel i'm a dying breed in this world. And Finding someone to appreciate everything about you, to your very depths and understand and love everything there is about you. And i find that i lack any sort of understanding regarding my own life while i may be able to do wonders for others, the perpetual suffering i endure is unhindered because no one is here to understand, and few to care enough. And this time theres no paper, song, or distraction that can bring me out of here this time. What can i do? What do i search for?