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[noctesenshi]

This is what it comes to when you really have no one. And everyone who once had you doesn't want you anymore, what happens when you lose a best friend? what fills in the hole? what can you do to stop people from pulling away from you, or when you lose an almost supernatural connection with someone

what is the point of all this
im really sick of sounding so damned weak
i think im losing my mind
and i think i've lost my powers
i'd really like to know who all this is about
it's probably not you

i hate moving on from letting forever go when i never thought i would