Jan 13, 2004 23:34
i'm such a bad updater.
but that's me so. um. whatever. lol.
ya.
and here i am. at home. 11:35 tuesday night. just got back from tres hombres. stopped by on the way home to have a few drinks w/keith. i'm such a local there now too. know everyone from 18-50. crazy small town stuff. nice change from my santa monica days in a way. more real. well in the big pic anyway. and it's all real. la's just too big for me.
so investor lady was busy and rescheduled. stressed me out but that's cool. it's all people and everyone's different. yep. supposed to call her after noon tomorrow.
so i came home and watched my live coldplay dvd. just makes me happy and melancholy, and me. reminds me to be real and feel what i'm feeling and tell people and let what ever happens happen. or something.
rambly. but lonely. ya. just a piece of the puzzle.
hrmmmmm. must be time for bed. can't help but think i can change the world if it all comes together. and my intentions are good. so if it happens the world will be a better place. yep.
time for drinking lee to get some sleep.
night~