wherein kay smokes pot for the first time
MMmmm. lets see.
this was awhile ago, but id like to remember it. d. and i went to the bronx zoo to draw the aminals. it was so great because the zoo is so large. hands down my favorite part was the aviary because the building itself is of some futuristic weird design that spirals up. And the birds inside were so intelligent, we definitely spent a few hours up in there. the bamboo glade part with the snow leopard and cranes were also a favorite and the rodent house too, for me. oh and the monkeys.
lets see, what else. it was d's birthday so i got a pinata. wasnt sure if that was a good idea, but i thought it would be fun, something for everyone to participate in. but i worried that it was...childish or silly. but they all liked it so yay. they were like YEAH HITTING THING! DESTROY IT!!
and better still, the pinata is still put to use-we keep hiding the torso for others to find-in somebody's bed when they wake up, for instance.
i. taught me to smoke pot. surprisingly, tho i HATE cigarette smoke, pot smoke didnt even really make me cough. but i prolly wasnt doing it very deeply. and, nothing really affected me. which is all right, i suppose. could always try it again to see what happens. but he was a good guy about it, to share and teach me and talk with me while he got high.
there havent been shenanigans at the apartment, only really of a sort, but it wasnt that bad.
it was just the gross sink, which i of course cleaned and almost gagged about it. but when the guys came home after the weekend we all discussed it and theyre being lovely about cleaning up after themselves...so far. ^___^
they say that they are tidier, which i smile at but dont very much believe. i dont mind cleaning, is the thing, but i get cranky at the thought of me always cleaning up their mess and them not seeing it or appreciating what i do-sometimes they say they dont notice the mess, which drives me CRAZY. but maybe im a control freak.
oh who am i kidding, i totally am. but i feel like im not a complete control freak, otherwise i might nag or clean every five seconds.
but its a small price to pay to live with such great guys, you know. as much as they can make me sigh and sometimes argh about our differences.
and best yet, weve figured out the food bit. cuz, truth be told, our dinners are prolly the best people our age prolly eat. healthy dinners. sometimes eaten outside on the porch, with candles.
but i worried about that too, im not used to such communal living. there was never much food in the house! and i wasnt about to carry food for four to the subway, not when I. has a CAR. HECK NAW.
but its all settled now.
i work a lot. sometimes i even work on my day off. i work at three different locations. i wanted to settle down with two, maybe one, but im not there yet.
im trying to choose between two different equinox gyms, but...its difficult. one location is def slower than the other, but at that location, im being trained on all the software and things, which im hoping can get me a higher position...and its hard because they loooove me at both locations, like im so awesome somehow. psh.
and the third...first place i started work at, i feel loyal to them, i like the people, its familiar there.
eh, i dunno.
im dissatisfied somehow. i want to be better. i want to have a different job, tho i do like my job now. i just dont want it to be full time thing... i want to be a better person. an awesome, stylish, outgoingly confident person. ahh, i figure that is human nature.
i want to be less lazy, less afraid...
i forget what else is new.
this was awhile ago, but id like to remember it. d. and i went to the bronx zoo to draw the aminals. it was so great because the zoo is so large. hands down my favorite part was the aviary because the building itself is of some futuristic weird design that spirals up. And the birds inside were so intelligent, we definitely spent a few hours up in there. the bamboo glade part with the snow leopard and cranes were also a favorite and the rodent house too, for me. oh and the monkeys.
lets see, what else. it was d's birthday so i got a pinata. wasnt sure if that was a good idea, but i thought it would be fun, something for everyone to participate in. but i worried that it was...childish or silly. but they all liked it so yay. they were like YEAH HITTING THING! DESTROY IT!!
and better still, the pinata is still put to use-we keep hiding the torso for others to find-in somebody's bed when they wake up, for instance.
i. taught me to smoke pot. surprisingly, tho i HATE cigarette smoke, pot smoke didnt even really make me cough. but i prolly wasnt doing it very deeply. and, nothing really affected me. which is all right, i suppose. could always try it again to see what happens. but he was a good guy about it, to share and teach me and talk with me while he got high.
there havent been shenanigans at the apartment, only really of a sort, but it wasnt that bad.
it was just the gross sink, which i of course cleaned and almost gagged about it. but when the guys came home after the weekend we all discussed it and theyre being lovely about cleaning up after themselves...so far. ^___^
they say that they are tidier, which i smile at but dont very much believe. i dont mind cleaning, is the thing, but i get cranky at the thought of me always cleaning up their mess and them not seeing it or appreciating what i do-sometimes they say they dont notice the mess, which drives me CRAZY. but maybe im a control freak.
oh who am i kidding, i totally am. but i feel like im not a complete control freak, otherwise i might nag or clean every five seconds.
but its a small price to pay to live with such great guys, you know. as much as they can make me sigh and sometimes argh about our differences.
and best yet, weve figured out the food bit. cuz, truth be told, our dinners are prolly the best people our age prolly eat. healthy dinners. sometimes eaten outside on the porch, with candles.
but i worried about that too, im not used to such communal living. there was never much food in the house! and i wasnt about to carry food for four to the subway, not when I. has a CAR. HECK NAW.
but its all settled now.
i work a lot. sometimes i even work on my day off. i work at three different locations. i wanted to settle down with two, maybe one, but im not there yet.
im trying to choose between two different equinox gyms, but...its difficult. one location is def slower than the other, but at that location, im being trained on all the software and things, which im hoping can get me a higher position...and its hard because they loooove me at both locations, like im so awesome somehow. psh.
and the third...first place i started work at, i feel loyal to them, i like the people, its familiar there.
eh, i dunno.
im dissatisfied somehow. i want to be better. i want to have a different job, tho i do like my job now. i just dont want it to be full time thing... i want to be a better person. an awesome, stylish, outgoingly confident person. ahh, i figure that is human nature.
i want to be less lazy, less afraid...
i forget what else is new.