Here's to sorry
Ok
Update.
Iv'e been trying to make time to update for the past 3 days, and to no avail. I worked 11 hours yesterday. Calm down.
First update, Iv'e been depressed lately. Alot of my close friends and I have lost touch, that coupled onto the fact that I still don't have everyone's screen name and phonenumber back yet just means iv'e been Really bored lately. I mean I've just hanging out with the same people constantly.. Which don't get me wrong is completely great I love you guys but I have a slight ADD and a change of scenery is awesome once inawhile.
That being said.
I was going to write 2 days ago about how (like I said up there) I lost my buddy list awhile back.. Like in Feb and then my sim card broke the week thereafter. Bye bye Buddies and phonebook.
Well some guy 2 nights ago that I talked to online for a few weeks and hung with once back around november(It felt like a good connection on the platonic side atleast) decided to Im me. That was hours after I was thinking to myself that I really lost touch with ALOT of people. Fate? Forshaddowing? It just made me Really overly happy.. Like I could hardly contain myself. I usually imed him kind of thing. Whatever, tonight the same thing happened.
There was this guy that I had a huge crush on before but I really made a big mistake of fucking over royally back in like september.. Long story. Right after, like days, that I was a fucktwat to him he moved to texas and soon after started dating some guy from around there, pretty much never to return to philly.. Well to me atleast. Anyways, He myspace commented me tonight.. I'm not sure of if he was being an asshole or whatnot but I'm thinking hes not, thats not him. It just made me really really happy, the same I can't contain myself thing.
I'm the kind of person that really hates when someone hates me.Even if he still does the fact that he contacted me makes me really :). Another funny thing, I was thinking about him about 2 weeks ago, how I made the mistake of fucking with his emotions and that I lost a really great friend... and now he comments me. I really really liked the kid, but given the circumstances at the time I just couldn't do ANYTHING with him. I have no boyfriend, and Im sure if something did happen between me and him we would probably still be together.. But no this is not a cry for him, as much as it just did sound like it, I just needed to stress how crazy I was about him. I just hope he's happy doing what hes doing, and that he forgives me... and that he should come up and see me again. I guess I'm kind of hoping that he gets a chance to read this. Right after he left pretty much alot of shit in my life went down, and I really regreted my decision to be an asshole. So here's to sorry.
man I feel like a weight has been lifted.
Update.
Iv'e been trying to make time to update for the past 3 days, and to no avail. I worked 11 hours yesterday. Calm down.
First update, Iv'e been depressed lately. Alot of my close friends and I have lost touch, that coupled onto the fact that I still don't have everyone's screen name and phonenumber back yet just means iv'e been Really bored lately. I mean I've just hanging out with the same people constantly.. Which don't get me wrong is completely great I love you guys but I have a slight ADD and a change of scenery is awesome once inawhile.
That being said.
I was going to write 2 days ago about how (like I said up there) I lost my buddy list awhile back.. Like in Feb and then my sim card broke the week thereafter. Bye bye Buddies and phonebook.
Well some guy 2 nights ago that I talked to online for a few weeks and hung with once back around november(It felt like a good connection on the platonic side atleast) decided to Im me. That was hours after I was thinking to myself that I really lost touch with ALOT of people. Fate? Forshaddowing? It just made me Really overly happy.. Like I could hardly contain myself. I usually imed him kind of thing. Whatever, tonight the same thing happened.
There was this guy that I had a huge crush on before but I really made a big mistake of fucking over royally back in like september.. Long story. Right after, like days, that I was a fucktwat to him he moved to texas and soon after started dating some guy from around there, pretty much never to return to philly.. Well to me atleast. Anyways, He myspace commented me tonight.. I'm not sure of if he was being an asshole or whatnot but I'm thinking hes not, thats not him. It just made me really really happy, the same I can't contain myself thing.
I'm the kind of person that really hates when someone hates me.Even if he still does the fact that he contacted me makes me really :). Another funny thing, I was thinking about him about 2 weeks ago, how I made the mistake of fucking with his emotions and that I lost a really great friend... and now he comments me. I really really liked the kid, but given the circumstances at the time I just couldn't do ANYTHING with him. I have no boyfriend, and Im sure if something did happen between me and him we would probably still be together.. But no this is not a cry for him, as much as it just did sound like it, I just needed to stress how crazy I was about him. I just hope he's happy doing what hes doing, and that he forgives me... and that he should come up and see me again. I guess I'm kind of hoping that he gets a chance to read this. Right after he left pretty much alot of shit in my life went down, and I really regreted my decision to be an asshole. So here's to sorry.
man I feel like a weight has been lifted.