Apr 07, 2007 23:14
After the most gruleing day at work since black friday, I came home expecting to have a nice drink with co workers. Hark I'll invite this guy I really like that I've messed with (for those of you that know me I dont mess with you unless I like you alot and feel compatibility) and sorry if my sister is reading this that doesn't wanna hear that... Anyways So i havent talked to him in like 2 weeks.. I tried but it just didnt happen, I im him heYYY... 10 minutes later I type FINE ( yes amy the 35 year old)
He finally gets back to me hey im at a club.. And im like ok.. Whatever I'll go alone and put some pants on. Then he types back (via hiptop) Hey I dont think we're looking for the same thing. You're to busy, And my dogs didn't like you. they said Boo to mister spikey hair man.
What the fuck is that supposed to mean. I missed work one day because of you, when ever I texted you you asked who I was, and your dogs layed all over me. I hate you. Iv'e never text messaged someone and they didnt remember who I was.. I should have known After my fucking number wasnt in your phone. But Ok I'm dumb. Obviously You were like, hey this kid is really young and I like that. I'll just make it seem like I like him because he's an idiot kid, and then ill drop him down the toilet like a piece of shit because Im obviously past my prime and it makes me feel good. i'm going to go drink at a club and party with more young kids and do it again *thumbs up ...MENTOS, THE FRESH MAKER! song plays
It's one thing to be like hey, we're not good for each other and me get mad .. That's normal.. But when you are tipsy or whatever and you say some stupid bull shit about your dogs or what the fuck ever, it's not cute... at all. I hate people. I really fucking do. That will go down as the worst thing someone has done to me all my life.. Ok 2nd, after Drew Charlton, who by the way was in my house last week for some odd reason.. But he's old news, decayed. Oh well, why do I get all this crap.. Right after I start to finally feel really good in my life I'm always slapped right back down. EVERY DAMN TIME
I mean Today started off Nice, I woke up at 6 am and was on the road by 9. My mother and I drove up River Road all the way to where it meets 611 and back down. We didnt get home until 2. We stopped off at the gayest diner right on 202. (I went there with this kid John that I havent seen since that night)Chock up another guy that im probably "not compatible" with and doesn't really want to see me again... Ok Now I sound like a crazy bitch, but im hurt so whatever. Work was busy as all hell because apparently now easter is just like christmas. The last guest I had was the cutest guy ever, I think he was gay.. He bought like 400 dollars worth of stuff, half of it being star wars. I should have gotten his number.. Damnit, if you're out there, you should be my friend Mr star wars man.. anyways yea.
Whatever, im done. Im going over my friends house and drinking heavily. Coffee that is, no alcohol :)