May 05, 2010 04:03
its been awhile. i kno i shud write in here more..i mean, thats why i came back on to lj .
but i guess its a different experience this time around, since most of my lj friends dont use lj anymore.
miss those days where i shared stuff with the friends i had on here.
but then again, thats what fb is doin for me now. everyone comments on there.
i guess i could post some entries on fb, since it does give me the option.
alrite.
anyways,
nuthin new lately. the time when my parents were gone, i pretty much jus hung out with ralfie alot
and with the plasma.
if i didnt have to walk ralfie, i prolly wud be stuck at home watchn tv.
which is good. i didnt go to the gym as much as i wanted to. so, the ralfie walks were my source of some exercise.
hes so freakin cute tho.lol
well, my parents r back.
and the fuckin board STILL hasnt responded yet..
gawd.its pissin me off..
im hopin for this week...
its been like almost 2 fuckin months since they got the paperwork they needed..
waste of my fuckin time..
other than that...uhm..im tryin proactive. ive been breakin out more lately..
which is weird, cuz i usually dont. and ive stuck to my same cleanser routine forever.
so hopefully this shit works.
ugh, my hair is still wet..i hate tryin to go to bed with a cold head.
been goin to the gym lately.. tryin to lose some weight before alexas wedding..and before i go down to socal for a lil vacay.
hopefully i can accomplish alot in one month..
i PRAY i can accomplish alot..
so God, if ur readin this..it wud be nice to lose like 30 lbs in a month...
it wud be more than nice..it wud jus be AWESOME...
lol
i honestly think im always gonna think im fat..
i used to think like that in high school..
and i look back at myself in hs, and i considered that skinny, compared to me now.
-_-" ..freakin insecurities..
ok. i guess thats enuff for now.
ima try to sleep..cuz ralfie will prolly wake me up in like 4-5 hrs..
laterz