my god....
So yesterday i went out with rachel, ray , and dave. I waited for a phone call from aaron.....didnt recieve it until 12:15am.....ok no big deal.....at least not anymore. Called aaron and we talked....well i talked for a while.....
the ball is back in his court to make some decisions. :(
i have my feelings that i know what he is going to choose....since hes already choose that once before.
its 9:25 im suppose to be at work, but my stupid dog broke his cast again. so another very early morning.....went to bed at 4 and woke up at 7. life is grand!!!
i love how my life just showers me with good, but then POURS with bad!
thanks life i like you too!!!
so i guess you can tell im not in the happiest moods.
I was really looking forward to thursday....and saturday. Now i have no clue if im going to have plans on thursday and ill feel funny on saturday if i go.
saturday is ashleys grad party. its so cute i remember when she was in 8th grade. now she is graduating and is leaving for europe...she is getting so big. *sniffle* *sniffle*
Hey ashely if you dont see me at your party....ill just stop by some other time to give you your gift and such!!! im gonna say sorry in advance just incase.
Im going to have to say life for me was great until last night. i had my things to deal with but i could have dealt alittle longer, but after last night im upset, worried, sick to my stomach, and very sad. so life now is horrible...it likes to bite me in the ass when things start to look up for me.
it says "NO LAURANE....YOU CNAT BE HAPPY FOR A CHANGE!!!! YOU HAVE TO STAY PARANOID, STRESSED, SAD, AND MAD!!! WANNA KNOW WHY?....BECAUSE I HATE YOU!!!!!"
yeap see life hates me!
i just want to get it over with already!!!!!
~me
the ball is back in his court to make some decisions. :(
i have my feelings that i know what he is going to choose....since hes already choose that once before.
its 9:25 im suppose to be at work, but my stupid dog broke his cast again. so another very early morning.....went to bed at 4 and woke up at 7. life is grand!!!
i love how my life just showers me with good, but then POURS with bad!
thanks life i like you too!!!
so i guess you can tell im not in the happiest moods.
I was really looking forward to thursday....and saturday. Now i have no clue if im going to have plans on thursday and ill feel funny on saturday if i go.
saturday is ashleys grad party. its so cute i remember when she was in 8th grade. now she is graduating and is leaving for europe...she is getting so big. *sniffle* *sniffle*
Hey ashely if you dont see me at your party....ill just stop by some other time to give you your gift and such!!! im gonna say sorry in advance just incase.
Im going to have to say life for me was great until last night. i had my things to deal with but i could have dealt alittle longer, but after last night im upset, worried, sick to my stomach, and very sad. so life now is horrible...it likes to bite me in the ass when things start to look up for me.
it says "NO LAURANE....YOU CNAT BE HAPPY FOR A CHANGE!!!! YOU HAVE TO STAY PARANOID, STRESSED, SAD, AND MAD!!! WANNA KNOW WHY?....BECAUSE I HATE YOU!!!!!"
yeap see life hates me!
i just want to get it over with already!!!!!
~me