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i wish someone loved and wanted me!!!
im already feeling so alone!!!
im happy that things are looking up for aaron!!! he thinks everything is starting to go well for me, but really everything has just gone downhill!!!!
1st it was my relationship, then my work just blows!!! i dont know what i want to be still!!! i dont know if i can picture myself sitting infront a a computer all day!!! i want to do something fun!!! i dont know what is fun!
i hate where i work, i hate my life, i hate the lack of my relationship, i hate the lack of friends, i hate school,i hate that i cant move out and restart my life too,i hate to think that the only guys im going to meet are the ones that just want to get in my pants!!!! i just hate myself.....so how can things be going good for me too?????
i need to just go out and start over too!!!! i was really looking forward to dance lessons....really looking forward to going to europe...(it would just be weird to go alone)i was really looking forward to cuddeling on the couch in YOUR place!!!There were alot of things!!! like you said! i just have to life day to day now!!!
bye!
im already feeling so alone!!!
im happy that things are looking up for aaron!!! he thinks everything is starting to go well for me, but really everything has just gone downhill!!!!
1st it was my relationship, then my work just blows!!! i dont know what i want to be still!!! i dont know if i can picture myself sitting infront a a computer all day!!! i want to do something fun!!! i dont know what is fun!
i hate where i work, i hate my life, i hate the lack of my relationship, i hate the lack of friends, i hate school,i hate that i cant move out and restart my life too,i hate to think that the only guys im going to meet are the ones that just want to get in my pants!!!! i just hate myself.....so how can things be going good for me too?????
i need to just go out and start over too!!!! i was really looking forward to dance lessons....really looking forward to going to europe...(it would just be weird to go alone)i was really looking forward to cuddeling on the couch in YOUR place!!!There were alot of things!!! like you said! i just have to life day to day now!!!
bye!