this weekend!
so im really looking forward to this weekend....to see rach!
im not because i cant talk to aaron! well i can but im chosing not to!
im starting to feel like im the only one hanging on to something i once had! it just sucks when you know you want to be with someone and that someone just has no clue what they want!!! or they do they just have to decide weither its worth losing something they already have!!!
im just very depressed right now....im sad im not talking to aaron,but im tired of acting like i dont care that hes not thinking......tired of acting like i dont even care what his decision is!!! i do alot! im the only one who even brings it up! the only one i think that even thinks about it!
BLAH!!!! LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO TIRED OF IT!!!
peace!
P.S. now everyone dont all respond at once!!!
im not because i cant talk to aaron! well i can but im chosing not to!
im starting to feel like im the only one hanging on to something i once had! it just sucks when you know you want to be with someone and that someone just has no clue what they want!!! or they do they just have to decide weither its worth losing something they already have!!!
im just very depressed right now....im sad im not talking to aaron,but im tired of acting like i dont care that hes not thinking......tired of acting like i dont even care what his decision is!!! i do alot! im the only one who even brings it up! the only one i think that even thinks about it!
BLAH!!!! LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO TIRED OF IT!!!
peace!
P.S. now everyone dont all respond at once!!!