Jul 01, 2006 14:25
Hey guys, long time no see,
Anyway, as usuall, I have a lot of very pleasant things to talk about.
One of my best friends, and definitely the one I spend the most time with, Kyle Cucci, left for boot camp last week. So that's been kinda wierd/boring. Also, my other most time consuming friend is moving, (Paul Allen) which is going to suck. Luckily we have just about finished our CD, only a few more finishing touches and it's done. I need to fill the gaps with ma girls.
Ok, enough of the sunny happy stuff.
Lately, I have been noticing how strange people seem to think I am, not in apperance or in interests, but as a person.
People just don't seem to be interested in what I have to say, I don't get it. I know you're thinking, there has to be some people. There are, but I've met them all when I was little and they grew up with me so we naturally get along. What about everyone else? I think I am pretty interesting, in the purest sense of the word at least, and I absolutely love hearing about other people's lives and hate talking about myself, what more could you ask for?
I'm really starting to loose my patience.
What the frick do you want from me? I'm not the same whinny person I was a year or so ago, I'm living my life and enjoying it, all that crap, and still I'm not good enough for you. Who do I have to be? I've tried being like you all, and you don't like that, I've tried being myself and you don't like that either. I wouldn't care, but frankly it's hard to live life like that.
"...I'm 22 for a moment,
and she feels better than ever,
and we're on fire,
making our way back from Mars..."
...yeah right...
But I'm not 22 yet so we'll see, if I make it that long, ha ha!
Later freaks.