facial masks and introspections.
summer is, fortunately or unfortunately (i cant make up my mind), coming to an end.
as i sit here with a lovely green facial mask on, looking a hot mess, i've become rather contemplative.
a lot has changed this summer.
well duh... but i mean, really.
i've gotten closer to some friends, lost other friends, reconcilied with some...
agh. friends.
i've had the time of my life, camping, baseball games, OHSRC, random nights...
and of course had bad days too, duhhhhhh thats a given.
but overall it was an okay, pretty good summer.
and i'm ready for school to start. maybe not the amount of work im gonna have to do, but definately ready for a schedule and a sense of belonging. i can't wait to meet new people... i purposely am taking classes this quarter that i dont think i know anyone in so i can meet new people. i still haven't gotten a letter from the college of nursing, so im freaking out about that, but its gonna come sooner or later. i just hope its favorable. i dont know what the heck i'll do if i don't get in. i just dont even like thinking about it. but im so ready to move into my apartment, im so ready to see all my friends again, gosh. im even kind of ready for crew to start (i think its because i'll have something new to bitch about lol) just kiddingggg. i really want this to be my year. i want to really be myself and make myself proud. im tired of not being who i know i can be. its time for me to start making smarter decisions. im not saying im going to be totally calm and a homebody, by no means. but i dont really care to have a repeat of winter/spring quarter. im better than that. im going to start off on the right foot this year. and im going to put a lot of effort into being a better person. i promise.
jesus christ on ice skates.
im so excited for the next 10 days....
"n-out." :-)
as i sit here with a lovely green facial mask on, looking a hot mess, i've become rather contemplative.
a lot has changed this summer.
well duh... but i mean, really.
i've gotten closer to some friends, lost other friends, reconcilied with some...
agh. friends.
i've had the time of my life, camping, baseball games, OHSRC, random nights...
and of course had bad days too, duhhhhhh thats a given.
but overall it was an okay, pretty good summer.
and i'm ready for school to start. maybe not the amount of work im gonna have to do, but definately ready for a schedule and a sense of belonging. i can't wait to meet new people... i purposely am taking classes this quarter that i dont think i know anyone in so i can meet new people. i still haven't gotten a letter from the college of nursing, so im freaking out about that, but its gonna come sooner or later. i just hope its favorable. i dont know what the heck i'll do if i don't get in. i just dont even like thinking about it. but im so ready to move into my apartment, im so ready to see all my friends again, gosh. im even kind of ready for crew to start (i think its because i'll have something new to bitch about lol) just kiddingggg. i really want this to be my year. i want to really be myself and make myself proud. im tired of not being who i know i can be. its time for me to start making smarter decisions. im not saying im going to be totally calm and a homebody, by no means. but i dont really care to have a repeat of winter/spring quarter. im better than that. im going to start off on the right foot this year. and im going to put a lot of effort into being a better person. i promise.
jesus christ on ice skates.
im so excited for the next 10 days....
"n-out." :-)