May 21, 2006 05:07
it just keeps getting worse.
why. why. why.
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i want to hope something good might come of this
but i can't.
i can't keep trying
when everything keeps falling apart.
i have to say, though, a few things:
christy, i love you, so much.
im glad chris and i are now friends, that we talked things out.
benn and i finally talked for the first time in ... like... 5 months.
things might turn around for us if he keeps his promise.
if that happens... i don't want to say anything.
i can't possibly jinx anything else.... but i can't take the chance.
i've got to look out for #1from now on.