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Alright I finally decided that I was calm enough to actually update. So let me fill everyone in.
The car club I guess is doing ok, were hanging out, I really don't talk to them other then when I see them on wednesday. I havn't shown my car in well over 2 months, I probably won't anymore at all. My x boyfriend came back to the car club that im co-pres in. So I most likely will drop everything all together. I don't want to be around him, I can't stand to think of what all the things he did to me and how I regret alot in my life. He is the reason why I've done alot of dumb things in my life.
The baby is doing ok, I'm 11 weeks away from my due date. I'm pretty much in the home stretch as my Dr puts it. He say's for me he think's that I should start worrying when i'm about 7 weeks away and that I'll probably deliver around there. Freaky isn't it? They are just worried that something is going to happen. Alot of people think they know what is going on with me and the baby but I'm really not telling people the worst of what my Dr's appts consist of. I come back to work because I know that If I go home i'll end up crying, and doing something stupid. But other then that she is getting bigger, movin' alot, keepin' me on my toes.
Construction is now done in my living quarters. YAY. The new bathroom will be up and running by this weekend and I'll be able to move back into my room by saturday (that's when my bed is delivered). I've already washed all the babies clothes and I've washed my satin sheets for my bed. All I have to do now is get my clothes packed up and put away in my room and start loading up the babies dresser. I still have to put the crib together but I think it's going to be the same thing that I went thru when I put the stroller together. I'll start crying before I even get anywhere because I don't have a guy in my life to help me with things and my daughter has no male role model to help her in her life. But yeah tomarrow I'll probably do that..
Guy's in my life? I still have one but I havn't talked to him in a long time. I don't want to get into either because he already know's who is and that I love him and that I want him to get better and everything. I love you, even though you probably never even check my site anymore. I <3 S.
Anyways...I'm going to bed
The car club I guess is doing ok, were hanging out, I really don't talk to them other then when I see them on wednesday. I havn't shown my car in well over 2 months, I probably won't anymore at all. My x boyfriend came back to the car club that im co-pres in. So I most likely will drop everything all together. I don't want to be around him, I can't stand to think of what all the things he did to me and how I regret alot in my life. He is the reason why I've done alot of dumb things in my life.
The baby is doing ok, I'm 11 weeks away from my due date. I'm pretty much in the home stretch as my Dr puts it. He say's for me he think's that I should start worrying when i'm about 7 weeks away and that I'll probably deliver around there. Freaky isn't it? They are just worried that something is going to happen. Alot of people think they know what is going on with me and the baby but I'm really not telling people the worst of what my Dr's appts consist of. I come back to work because I know that If I go home i'll end up crying, and doing something stupid. But other then that she is getting bigger, movin' alot, keepin' me on my toes.
Construction is now done in my living quarters. YAY. The new bathroom will be up and running by this weekend and I'll be able to move back into my room by saturday (that's when my bed is delivered). I've already washed all the babies clothes and I've washed my satin sheets for my bed. All I have to do now is get my clothes packed up and put away in my room and start loading up the babies dresser. I still have to put the crib together but I think it's going to be the same thing that I went thru when I put the stroller together. I'll start crying before I even get anywhere because I don't have a guy in my life to help me with things and my daughter has no male role model to help her in her life. But yeah tomarrow I'll probably do that..
Guy's in my life? I still have one but I havn't talked to him in a long time. I don't want to get into either because he already know's who is and that I love him and that I want him to get better and everything. I love you, even though you probably never even check my site anymore. I <3 S.
Anyways...I'm going to bed