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I love derek john pilotte with all my heart.
And definitly owe him bigtime for saving my life last night.
because im an idiot and dont know my own limit.
being too drunk to take care of yourself sounds pathetic, and at the same time scary.
and it is.
Thankyou so much for taking care of me.
especially when i was too helpless to take care of myself.
Makes me realize that drugs and booze are dumb.
but then again...i've always been one to do stupid things.
and you guys can comment saying im a loser and that youve lost respect for me.
cuz ive somewhat lost respect for myself.
i made this entry public because hopefully my experiences will make others who are doing these things,
smarten up too.
is getting smashed really worth puking for an hour and a half and then passing out...
and blacking out.
and not remembering anything from the night before.
no its not.... but im not gunna lie. at the same time its kind of fun.
im slowly recovering from a gigantic hangover.
Derek John Pilotte, the best boy in the world, made me stay awake and took care of me, and made sure i didnt fall asleep on my back
so that incase i puked in my sleep, i didnt choke on it...
he stayed awake for 3hours after i passed out,
just to make sure i was alright.
i love this boy with all my heart. i dont know many people who would do that for me.
but hes one of the few<3