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hmm nothing interesting really happened today..woke up, made some pizza, ate some whipcream and just relaxed for the morning...
later it was a day of babysitting my little brother and making food..ooo the fun =/
i might be having some ppl over tommaro, dunno it all depends on what the rents say... should be alot of fun tho.. heh. rali isnt here tho :( so thats saddening... only a few more weeks til she gets back. then i get to hangout with her and then after i go and visit lea and everyone in NY and then i come back and party some more. damn school is gunna come too early.. *sigh*
well thats enough of an update, all my love
-Alyssa
ill leave you guys with a good song ...
"I'm tired.
Cynical and broken, but wiser.
Heavy with a sense of resentment,
but i used to be so much different,
I used to have so much faith
when I started.
You knew that I always meant it.
I knew I could make a difference,
I struggled to be heard
and then finally, one day people started listening.
and I knew it
but as soon as it began it was ruined.
A slow descent from unique to routine,
over and over,
"just do it again and this time with feeling".
The spotlight.
The focus on the friends and the feelings.
That made those stupid songs all worth singing.
And don't you say a word
unless you're pretty sure that you want it analyzed.
So we drove
for what seemed like days
over roads
and four lane highways..
We said all we had to say
and I realized in time that it didn't mean anything.
Never,
not ever again.
Not like that.
It's only a matter of time...."