I do here by swear a bounty on your heart...

Jan 25, 2007 19:43

*~I'm tired of writing these sad songs down on paper ,because when my tears fall they mess the ink and my piece is destroyed. Even without my tears to make rivers of these words how could they ever say anything about my heart? Ive been singing this lonesome wolf song out on the canyon for too long, my voice floating over the bitter air and how could you ever use ink to make that? I can't write these sad songs down anymore but maybe if you go to my canyon after my lonesome wolf song is sung you can hear its stale remnants hang in the air. maybe. i just can't write these sad songs down on paper anymore. And i had thought I was beautiful enough for that

These movie lines are tasting like acid in the back of her mind and she wishes the screen would fade to dark almost as much as she fears it. she screams for nothing, grasping at sanity and pricking at scabs. the worlds floating and shes whispering fairytales trying to feel her scars on the back of reality. shes crying bloody tears and filling her viens full of salt trying to see hell through the clouds. touch the pain and rip out the memories.
 your an idiot
I'm your idiot. 
the words are streaming but they mean less and less until weve hit nothingness. 
there is a point out there you say? 
buried underneath the lies, the illusions, the millions of smiles hiding scars. 
i dont think im strong enough to reach it.

She's always made the mistake of falling for the most beautiful though tainted dreams........~*
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