Of friends,choices and new beginnigs
Well for those of you who dont know I am indeed home.
And Im more than happy to be back. Honestly it was really the one person and a few others that made me really want to return. If not for them I would still be isolating myself from the world. I dont need to mention them because they know who they are.
I thank you guys with everything I have for helping me through this chapter of my life. It means so much to me to know that there are people there for me and I'm no longer alone.<3 You Rock ^.^
Now its time to start a new chapter in my life. One that I'm hoping will bring new and great things for me. It was good for me to leave, because I needed to get back in touch with who I really was. Well i should say I needed to get intouch with the person I want to be. Not who I WAS. When I arrived it was cold and dead in wisconsin, like me. And as I left spring was blossoming, birds, trees,flowers, and all the fuzzy woodland creatures were coming out of their holes. As is my person. I feel new, alive for the first time in a LONG time. Its been years since I've been able to accept who I am. I think now I might finally be able to do so. But I'm not getting my hopes up just yet. I've only been home for about a week. I'm confident though, that finally things will start to slowly progress for me insted of sending me back down into that (as I like to call it) K-hole of destruction. Which I have no intention of going back to. No more of that. Of any of it.
Its time for change. For new beginnings. Its time for me to be alive,and start living.
-Kole-
Defying gravity-Wicked
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
_____________________________
I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!
And Im more than happy to be back. Honestly it was really the one person and a few others that made me really want to return. If not for them I would still be isolating myself from the world. I dont need to mention them because they know who they are.
I thank you guys with everything I have for helping me through this chapter of my life. It means so much to me to know that there are people there for me and I'm no longer alone.<3 You Rock ^.^
Now its time to start a new chapter in my life. One that I'm hoping will bring new and great things for me. It was good for me to leave, because I needed to get back in touch with who I really was. Well i should say I needed to get intouch with the person I want to be. Not who I WAS. When I arrived it was cold and dead in wisconsin, like me. And as I left spring was blossoming, birds, trees,flowers, and all the fuzzy woodland creatures were coming out of their holes. As is my person. I feel new, alive for the first time in a LONG time. Its been years since I've been able to accept who I am. I think now I might finally be able to do so. But I'm not getting my hopes up just yet. I've only been home for about a week. I'm confident though, that finally things will start to slowly progress for me insted of sending me back down into that (as I like to call it) K-hole of destruction. Which I have no intention of going back to. No more of that. Of any of it.
Its time for change. For new beginnings. Its time for me to be alive,and start living.
-Kole-
Defying gravity-Wicked
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
_____________________________
I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!