Started off shitty and ended no better

Dec 15, 2005 22:13

Take the first few sentences (or from wherever) from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review. Taken from Diana.

January-
Can't we feel safe in our own homes anymore? Can we sleep soundly at night knowing your safe from danger. Apparently not.

R.I.P. Jessica

Febuary-
I'm letting go....
I've heald on for too long and my fingers are slipping. Slipping away and on. So now, I can't hold on to what I have. I can't keep living like this.

March-
I'm remembering what its like to feel happiness.And for once its not false, or a dream.

April-
Did i ever tell you that you're as beautiful as a rose head in full bloom? Because you are.Sleeping against the warm flesh of my open palms, you're petals so soft and dainty that I've got to be careful how I hold you lest I mistreat you because you're that magnificent

May-
I feel as if I'm nothing under nothing. That no matter what I do its never good enough and I always need something more. That my life will ammount to nothing because I have no ambitions.

June-
Well I'll be leaving for Europe in 2 days! Im so excited but also I can't help but think.I wonder if this will really impact my life, open my eyes to a new world

July-
My days consist of waking up, showering, watching tv, going to work, going out to play pool and eat after work, watching more tv, reading and sleeping. I was sick of a routine life during school and I'm sick of it now.

August-
I've finally given in......
Kole has a myspace...
Its going to devour my soul..

September-
For everyone, there was a time, before the drama and drugs, before relationships and depression. Before suicide, rape or murder. Before abuse, hate and fear.

October-
I cant take the lies anymore I cant deal with this shit!!!
Why do you people keep lying to me, taking me for granted. Do you think I am stupid, do you think I'm naive? Did you think I would never find out?

November-
“Book worm, weirdo, dork or freak" Are often things my friend will call me when I start to read a book. Partially because I will not put in down till I've read the very last page or partly because I don't pay much attention to anything or anyone else.

December-
Don't play with fire if you dont want to be burnt.
Don't try to play in my world if you can't handle it.

Wow,so 2005 can blow me.
I need a new life and a new body.

Who wants to get me one for christmas?
Bah-Humbug

-Kole-
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