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I'm so worn out, haven't had time to update withen the last few days. Been busy or too tired.Working wears me down fast because I run around like a chicken with my head cut off all night.But hey I am now $145.39 richer.
Things arn't the greatest as of late. Shane is severly injured, no word from spencer yet. I don't think I can take another person close to me dying due to car accidents. Its happened too many times. The latest being bon. Its still strange to think I will never see him again. Me and doug got into a minor accident a few days ago. Nothing bad, just bumps on our heads. Can't say as much for dougs car though.
Ricky being his dumbass self got himself arrested, again. This time on more serious offences. His bail=$1,100. Considering getting some of the money I have from my SS checks and bail his ass out. Or getting others to pitch in. But in all honesty the kid dosn't have that many good friends. If I do end up doing that though the first thing I'm gonna do when he gets out is kick the living shit outta him for 1) being so stupid 2) making me spend my money on his ass. I don't want him to get deported though. I've become so close with him over the last 3 or 4 years. I know him better than just about anyone except for katelyn and me and her probably know the same shit. But I dunno. I'd miss his dumbass.
Things in my love life are finally starting to improve. I don't feel as used as I have felt the last few weeks. We had a rough spot but we overcame it. There are still things that keep me awake at night about this whole senerio. This I'm not a liberty to discuss with any living soul. But still... I am happy and thats what counts. Right?
One more thing RIP Brandon fryburg. Only meet you maybe once or twice through others but shit you still deserve a RIP.
Tired
Things arn't the greatest as of late. Shane is severly injured, no word from spencer yet. I don't think I can take another person close to me dying due to car accidents. Its happened too many times. The latest being bon. Its still strange to think I will never see him again. Me and doug got into a minor accident a few days ago. Nothing bad, just bumps on our heads. Can't say as much for dougs car though.
Ricky being his dumbass self got himself arrested, again. This time on more serious offences. His bail=$1,100. Considering getting some of the money I have from my SS checks and bail his ass out. Or getting others to pitch in. But in all honesty the kid dosn't have that many good friends. If I do end up doing that though the first thing I'm gonna do when he gets out is kick the living shit outta him for 1) being so stupid 2) making me spend my money on his ass. I don't want him to get deported though. I've become so close with him over the last 3 or 4 years. I know him better than just about anyone except for katelyn and me and her probably know the same shit. But I dunno. I'd miss his dumbass.
Things in my love life are finally starting to improve. I don't feel as used as I have felt the last few weeks. We had a rough spot but we overcame it. There are still things that keep me awake at night about this whole senerio. This I'm not a liberty to discuss with any living soul. But still... I am happy and thats what counts. Right?
One more thing RIP Brandon fryburg. Only meet you maybe once or twice through others but shit you still deserve a RIP.
Tired