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i hate my new job
i hate my new job
i hate my new job
what i hate the most is that i have to act just as fake as all the people there. and i'm afraid if i'm there long enough, i might become one of the phony plastic people i've always abhored.
i made a new friend. she's crazy and out of this world and she calls me all day and asks me to come sit by her pool and drink cocktails in her beautiful mansion...but i never go. i'm afraid to go. i don't know if i can handle too many friends. i don't know if i want people to see this rediculous life i'm living.
i went to court and got called a liar by the judge and the DA. they tried to violate me on 4 counts of taking a flusher to mask the contents of my urine. but i didn't take a flusher, i don't care what mean things they yell at me, i know i didn't do it. and i also haven't been tested 4 times.
so i went to take another urinalysis to prove my innocence, and i bitched out my probation officer. he told me that their files showed all i did was drink too much water...which is not against the law. and i, in fact, did not take a flusher. so those dumb assholes didn't even bother to read my file before accusing me in court. i hate the court system. i hate that i'm not important enough for people to read my god damn file before considering jail time for shit i didn't even fucking do.
ughh. i've lost my mind.
i hate my new job
i hate my new job
what i hate the most is that i have to act just as fake as all the people there. and i'm afraid if i'm there long enough, i might become one of the phony plastic people i've always abhored.
i made a new friend. she's crazy and out of this world and she calls me all day and asks me to come sit by her pool and drink cocktails in her beautiful mansion...but i never go. i'm afraid to go. i don't know if i can handle too many friends. i don't know if i want people to see this rediculous life i'm living.
i went to court and got called a liar by the judge and the DA. they tried to violate me on 4 counts of taking a flusher to mask the contents of my urine. but i didn't take a flusher, i don't care what mean things they yell at me, i know i didn't do it. and i also haven't been tested 4 times.
so i went to take another urinalysis to prove my innocence, and i bitched out my probation officer. he told me that their files showed all i did was drink too much water...which is not against the law. and i, in fact, did not take a flusher. so those dumb assholes didn't even bother to read my file before accusing me in court. i hate the court system. i hate that i'm not important enough for people to read my god damn file before considering jail time for shit i didn't even fucking do.
ughh. i've lost my mind.