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Hmmm where to begin, firstly people may have noticed that I haven’t been around for a while. I’ve not been very good the last few months, had a few, well a lot of demons in my head. Ive had to have time away to clear my head and sort things through. Luckily ive managed to sort my head out now :D, im actually looking forward to getting back to medway after the easter, and picking up stuff where I left off, although the good thing is that ive managed to keep on top of my work, ive written what I feel is a decent essay, and done a lot of work for my narrative project that im proud of, will posting it on da very soon so people can check it out. Im feeling so much better, I have reasons to get out of bed now, I have no need to stay shut up anymore. Im not going to let my housemates get to me anymore, if they wanna fuck up their lives that’s up to them. I don’t care about them any more they can do what the hell they like. However I do realise that from my absence ive fucked up a few friendships along the way. Im just hoping that people can forgive me, and will be willing to accept me back into their lives. Theres a few people that I need to talk to personally but I will do that when I get back to medway. Im not gunna fuck up my degree any more, im gunna go back with my head held high, and as I know im on top of my work, everything will be ok. Ive also worked out that im not tied to my house anymore, so maybe looking for a place next year with people that I actually want to live with and want me to live with them so im gunna have to look for somewhere, have no idea where. Im so glad im feeling better, have no idea what sorted me out, just time I spose. But yeah I cant wait to get back to uni, to my friends, well I spose if they still want to see me. I guess ill have to wait and see. All I can say is im back guys, the old lisey is better and I just hope you can forgive me for being a bad friend
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