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I really hate bitter people right now, even though for a while I’ve come under that category, so technically I hate myself lol. I’ve done something’s that I’m not proud of. I admit that I did leave a blog on my myspace, calling her a cunt, and basically spelling out that it was just sex for him and nothing else. Wifey made me realise that this was the wrong thing to do, therefore I deleted it, and was prepared for that to be the end of it. It wasn’t exactly clever to do, I was just so angry at all her interference. I have since the received a message from her friend calling me a loser. Ricky then received a phone call from one of her friends calling him a cunt down the phone, calling me ugly and all the names under the sun. Ok so maybe I wasn’t the biggest person over stuff, and yet she said to me that I should be bigger about it, but honestly getting your friends to ring him up and shout abuse down the phone is low. This isn’t another dig at her as I know she doesn’t read this. I’m just really upset at the moment, as it’s like a third person is involved in our relationship. I was prepared to leave it alone, and that’s what I’m going to do, but why can’t she just drop it. Why is she trying to get between us?? Why can’t she leave us alone to be happy? When we first got back together, she was saying she loved him, however she hoped that he would be happy. Before I even started saying anything about her, she started on him and me. I’m not going to say anymore to her or leave anymore horrible blog’s. So I am gunna be the bigger person, however I’m not used to backing down from stuff like this. She’s actually making my blood boil, and that’s why I’m being so nasty to her, where I know she can see it. She thinks that I’m hacking her account, I wouldn’t waste my time, and she thinks I’m so desperate to look at her profile, I’m really not fussed. But surely she’s doing the same thing, if shes looking at mine and rickys everyday. Im going to rise above this and ignore, whatever she says. I just don’t want to, I don’t want to leave it. I don’t like it when people get away with saying stuff about me, speci when they don’t know me. Im gunna let it lie. Im not gunna do anymore. Let her think shes won, but I mean at the end of the day, ive got ricky back we are extremely happy, and things are back to how they should be. Grrrrrr I hate how ive acted, but I also hate being prevoked and not being able to do anything about it. Ill let the little girl get on with it. I just wish all the name calling etc would stop. It all seems one sided from me, however trust me it isn’t. im just gunna be strong and ignore the child that needs to growup. Love you wifey, thankyou for your mess!!! Love you loads
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