it was fun for you, but it tore me apart
well there was that period of two months that she was seeing me. my ex that is, from the end of march untill two days ago she would cheat on her boyfriend. with me.
the sad thing is i am still madly inlove with her. and she knew that, she would look me in the eye and say that she loved me everytime we would meet. but now, theres nothing. she said that she couldnt see me at all anymore. for two months i had hope of being back with her. i had the greatest hope in the world.
on top of my friend dying, and the girl i love not wanting me, added with my friends who horribly annoy me. what am i supposed to do?
there is really nothing i have to look forward to except lonly nights and tattoos i will be getting as time goes on.
i still want to believe things happen for a reason. but why is this all hapening now?
why is mikhail a shit magenet?
why does all the bad things happen to me while everyone else seems happy?
shit i need a friend. this is just shitty.
the sad thing is i am still madly inlove with her. and she knew that, she would look me in the eye and say that she loved me everytime we would meet. but now, theres nothing. she said that she couldnt see me at all anymore. for two months i had hope of being back with her. i had the greatest hope in the world.
on top of my friend dying, and the girl i love not wanting me, added with my friends who horribly annoy me. what am i supposed to do?
there is really nothing i have to look forward to except lonly nights and tattoos i will be getting as time goes on.
i still want to believe things happen for a reason. but why is this all hapening now?
why is mikhail a shit magenet?
why does all the bad things happen to me while everyone else seems happy?
shit i need a friend. this is just shitty.