Jan 27, 2006 19:15
I'm very stressed out
emotionally and physically tired
I'm sick of peoples bullshit
I'm sick of how no one cares about anyone else anymore
I think I'm going to start being a nicer person
I don't have the energy to be a bitch
I'm sick of high school most of all
the asshole teachers
the stupid tests
the courses I don't understand
I can't wait for it to be over
I can't wait for my infusions to be over either
I'm having trouble sleeping
I think too much
I miss my friends
I feel like I have no friends at times
what happened to middle school when you were friends with everyone and you had big sleep overs with 10 girls at a time and you stayed up all night talking about boys?
I want to be a kid again without a care in the world
I want to start my REAL life
no matter how many challenges face me
I can handle it
it's less fake out there
it's real