Jan 27, 2008 12:54
Nothing I do seems to make people happy anymore, and it's really kind of disheartening. I was raised to be a people pleaser, to put everyone else's happiness before mine. But lately it feels like I haven't been doing anything right.
I walk into class, and the teacher tells the class that if we can't handle the pressure of his tests, then we shouldn't be pharmacists. I walk by a teacher and tell him that I got a B+ in his class last semester; he responds by telling me that I should make an A this time. Ritz Camera doesn't feel that it needs me around anymore. My library supervisor keeps giving me a look that I should be helping patrons who are too busy talking to notice that I'm available to help them. Drug addicts yell at me because the pharmacy is out of a certain prescription or their insurance won't cover their medications. My aunt thinks I should have no life outside of school. My boyfriend wants me to do one thing; my friends want me to do something else.
The more I try to make everyone happy, the more it seems they resent me. I'm trying the best, but I guess my best just isn't good enough.