Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied, Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.

Jan 27, 2008 12:54

Nothing I do seems to make people happy anymore, and it's really kind of disheartening.  I was raised to be a people pleaser, to put everyone else's happiness before mine.  But lately it feels like I haven't been doing anything right.

I walk into class, and the teacher tells the class that if we can't handle the pressure of his tests, then we shouldn't be pharmacists.  I walk by a teacher and tell him that I got a B+ in his class last semester; he responds by telling me that I should make an A this time.  Ritz Camera doesn't feel that it needs me around anymore.  My library supervisor keeps giving me a look that I should be helping patrons who are too busy talking to notice that I'm available to help them.  Drug addicts yell at me because the pharmacy is out of a certain prescription or their insurance won't cover their medications.  My aunt thinks I should have no life outside of school.  My boyfriend wants me to do one thing; my friends want me to do something else.

The more I try to make everyone happy, the more it seems they resent me.  I'm trying the best, but I guess my best just isn't good enough.
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