Unhappy spewing
Don't you just feel like life sucks sometimes? My friend once said that the phrase "... fucks my life" was overused but right now I just wanna scream it until I feel better. It's not like anything really truly bad is happening but like I said before, it's the small things that just build up and get to you. For starters, school seems to have grown fangs and developed a horrible case of PMS cause now I'm starting to lose my grip on what's going on AGAIN and i'm not even motivated enough to do something about it now. I'm just so.... lazy. Week after week, I don't catch up with my studies and yet... I just can't seem to get my lazy ass moving and doing something about it. WTF?!? If I were listening to me, I'd give myself an exasperated glare and tell myself to quit whining and do what I gotta do dammit!! Alright... I gotta do what I gotta do!!! *creates mantra*
On a more personal note, a friend of mine is having a birthday and I wanted to get her something special she'd really like. Sooo I planned to get her an expensive quality pair of headphones, with the help of various other people. Now, when things include alot of people and then we factor in money, things get messy. It took quite a while to gather enough people so that we wouldn't be surviving on bread crust for a few weeks after buying the damn thing and actually finding a good "reasonably" priced pair. Ok, so the stage was set and all we needed to do was order the damn thing. Then, she comes up to me and tells me (so freakin happily) that she just got a good pair of headphones really really cheap off a friend today. I was happy for her but by god I felt like screaming and crying at the same time. Now what do I get her? =.=
Hrmmmm... rereading this, I realise I sound incredibly disjointed and stupid but whatever. I hate how I feel now and I suddenly feel really motivated to do some work. Alright, and here I go. *rolls up sleeves and gets to it*
On a more personal note, a friend of mine is having a birthday and I wanted to get her something special she'd really like. Sooo I planned to get her an expensive quality pair of headphones, with the help of various other people. Now, when things include alot of people and then we factor in money, things get messy. It took quite a while to gather enough people so that we wouldn't be surviving on bread crust for a few weeks after buying the damn thing and actually finding a good "reasonably" priced pair. Ok, so the stage was set and all we needed to do was order the damn thing. Then, she comes up to me and tells me (so freakin happily) that she just got a good pair of headphones really really cheap off a friend today. I was happy for her but by god I felt like screaming and crying at the same time. Now what do I get her? =.=
Hrmmmm... rereading this, I realise I sound incredibly disjointed and stupid but whatever. I hate how I feel now and I suddenly feel really motivated to do some work. Alright, and here I go. *rolls up sleeves and gets to it*