Ah! Is that better that I am feeling? I do believe it is!
I hate being sick and constrained to the couch and blankets and headaches and sore throats. It sucks. But, lucky for me its something Im almost completely over! Going to eat chinese food today. That should cure it. Going to be a homebody this weekend and clean. Not really up for doing toooo much anyway. My boyfriend Paul (yes, he is my boyfriend and *awwww* that makes me happy) is going to be out of town so I won't see him.
I really like this one, because he suits me, he fits me. I keep thinking back to past mistakes and trying to make people fit, when they didn't. I had to step back and quit fighting the urge to want someone there to realize that it is much better to be alone than to try to make someone be the person you need him/her to be. And I needed to take blinders off when it comes to people. It's hard to see their mistakes when you are painting an image of who they should be. Some people just are unworthy. Looking back though, I guess we all learn those life lessons in our own little ways. Through those icky people.
Ah! Crazy Jehovahs Witnesses at the door. Im ignoring them and their little religion. They knocked and rung the doorbell, didnt realize we had one of those, but no one comes through that door. UGHHHHH! Times twelve. Must go take a shower. Adios.
I really like this one, because he suits me, he fits me. I keep thinking back to past mistakes and trying to make people fit, when they didn't. I had to step back and quit fighting the urge to want someone there to realize that it is much better to be alone than to try to make someone be the person you need him/her to be. And I needed to take blinders off when it comes to people. It's hard to see their mistakes when you are painting an image of who they should be. Some people just are unworthy. Looking back though, I guess we all learn those life lessons in our own little ways. Through those icky people.
Ah! Crazy Jehovahs Witnesses at the door. Im ignoring them and their little religion. They knocked and rung the doorbell, didnt realize we had one of those, but no one comes through that door. UGHHHHH! Times twelve. Must go take a shower. Adios.