Feb 07, 2006 15:53
well, another day...and it sucked. Alots happened....The kind of things that make me breakdown unwillingly..Yeah, i was in school...and i couldn't handle it anymore...i broke down, once. I went to the commons during lunch, where no ones allowed, so no one would see, and i just couldn't handle it anymore. My moms sick...she has disc degenerative disease, or however the fuck you spell it,and she has a tumor. shes always angry with me...and...my brother tried to kill himself.................
We dont even get along, the only time we talk is when we're arguing...but, i started thinking about it..i'd bet my life, right before he ran his car off the road, he was thinking 'allie would want me to anyway' ....i'm allie..and i cant stop thinking about it....i cant.
My dads coming home drunk...just..i dunno...all i can do is walk away...